Diaries of Hurting Women

After growing up in a mixed, dysfunctional household…whats the outcome? Well as I listen to my Mothers story, either sold or given away for a debt then raped by the son of the women raising her and forced into a marriage at age  fourteen, how can she become a good example? After being beaten and forced into acts of unmentionable doings, she fled and met my father-a true goose rider-back in the day it was a mixed MC. Yes the stories are true, orgies, drinking, fighting, etc. All in all my father finally took my mom to look for her roots-her biological mother. Apparently her step-father promised her a BETTER life, as we all know, the grass is NOT greener. So after living in a small cottage in Riverside Ca., -Crocites Cabin-Mom became a Head Start teacher. After awhile we were shipped off to East L.A. to stay with our grand mother and great geand mother. After a couple of years Mom came back for us-screaming and crying we went to live with our new family in Woodstock, Ill.


GRANT ME FAVOR: The Prayer of Nehemiah (Neh. 1:11)


Pray 21 Days

Study from: “The 21 Most Effective Prayers of the Bible” by Dave Earley

Maybe you know exactly what you need to happen and where you need God to work.  Yet, God first might work through someone in authority over you.  That person could be a government official, teacher, or pastor or maybe even your boss, coach, parent, or spouse!  But in order to get what you need, God has to move their hearts on your behalf.

As the cupbearer for King Artaxerxes, Nehemiah held a very responsible position; yet he longed to be eight hundred miles away, back with his people in the destroyed city of Jerusalem.  They were facing possible annihilation and Nehemiah needed to return to rebuild the city walls.  More specifically, he needed three years off from his job and enough supplies to rebuild a wall around the entire city of Jerusalem!  First, though, a huge change…

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The Joy of the Lord – Fighting from Victory

The Lord is moving, Hallelujah

Lifting Jesus in His Loveliness & the perfection of His work


Are you tired of being discouraged in your walk with the Lord? Has your joy left you? Satan wants your joy, and he wants it badly. Be of good cheer! This powerful truth will help you find your joy and get you back on the track of being a victor instead of a victim!

2Co 4:8-9 We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed—

Don’t just read the troubles, read the note of victories as well. In Other Words: I might get knocked down, but you’re never going to knock me out!

In fact, Satan has been defeated on the Cross by our Lord Jesus Christ. Satan should be afraid of you, Christians are a terror to Satan ! How to become a Holy Terror to Satan? Make a decision (not just try…)…

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Generational Sibling Rivalry

I feel this is so over looked in so many Churches, but yet is also one of the most common generational curses out there.

My Journey To the Heart of God.

Colossians 3:8 But now you must put them all away: anger, wrath, malice, slander, and obscene talk from your mouth. 9 Do not lie to one another, seeing that you have put off the old self  with its practices 10 and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge after the image of its creator.

This morning we continued our study on the life of David. I am struck by the consequences of his sin but also struck by his lack of involvement in family life. Don’t get me wrong. I love the heart of David towards God, but somehow it may not have been always the best since the overflow of that towards his family was lacking greatly.

I thought about his growing up and remembered a certain aspect. Do you remember when he was sent out to his brothers by Jesse, their father when they were fighting the…

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